'Aroha' by Aeronwy Cording

'Aroha' by Aeronwy Cording

$5.00

2010 design

My name is Aeronwy Cording, and I am a History, Social Studies and English teacher from Christchurch.  To people who have only just met me, I am a happy and bubbly individual who is passionate about her job, who loves her family (and her pet cat) and who is ready for any challenge that life has to throw at her.

What most people would never guess is that I was diagnosed with an acute form of leukaemia 2 months after my 14th birthday. I was sitting in class one day and my leg started to ache. I walked home and it got even worse. By bed time I was in agony. By morning it was fine again. So I forgot about it.

Fast forward to 2 months later and my legs were continually aching. I had hour long nose-bleeds, I would collapse after walking short distances. I developed a really nasty chest infection. The GP, after 4 visits, sent me away to get tested for glandular fever. Four hours later I was admitted into hospital with dangerously low blood counts and marrow packed with cancer. I, of course, did not know this at the time- but my new life had just started.

In two years of chemotherapy I had about 200 blood tests, 40 general anaesthetics, 30 chest x-rays, 49 hospital admissions, 20 blood transfusions, three central IV lines,  liver and kidney failure, several raging infections and a shiny bald head. The hospital became my second home. Medical terms became my second language. My social life was planned around my chemotherapy protocol.

Ever since I was a young kid, I always wondered what I would be doing on the 9/9/99. As it turned out- I was in hospital having a lumbar puncture to see if cancer cells had spread to my brain stem.

CanTeen meant everything to me during my this time. In the real world I was stared at, my bald head quite obvious for the world to see. In the real world my friends either tip-toed around me or made excuses to stay away. In the real world I was either ignored or inundated with mindless questions. In the real world I was suddenly way out of my comfort zone.

I loved the way that CanTeeners just accepted who I was. They celebrated my wins and they supported me through the losses. A quick nod could be translated into a thousand words. I could use medical terms without feeling like an alien. Scars were worn with pride and no matter how horrible my chemo had left me feeling- I would always walk away from a CanTeen meeting feeling 10 feet tall and ready to take on anything that cancer had to throw at me.

I was really lucky to get the chance to grow up through my Teenage years in CanTeen. As I finished treatment, went to university and then on to Teacher's College, my role within CanTeen dramatically changed. It was really empowering to turn around and support new patients like others had supported me. I could see their transformation from a sick and scared shadow into a person who was proud of what they were achieving and of the strength they found to achieve it.

CanTeen also helped to define the person that I am today. It helped me to prioritise my life and to decide what I wanted to do with the unknown number of years I have in front of me. I know, better than most people my age that life is too short to waste. Not all of my CanTeen friends are here with me today, but each of them have left a lasting legacy for me to live by. They have taught me to grab onto life with both hands and to embrace every opportunity that comes my way. After-all, we never know what could happen tomorrow.

My advice to you is to get out, love life and celebrate all it means to be alive.

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